Taco meat at 7:30am

yes, seriously, I did just eat that less than 20 minutes ago along with a bunch of other random shit because there is nothing to eat.  I am currently sitting here typing this and thinking I better get shit ready to go but I can't seem to move.  It's hot as balls out and everything seems to be sticking together. gross.  I am really excited about a few things today.  First, after 3 days off I am getting my ass back into that gym and killin it!  My macros the past few days have been really up and down considering the other reason I am really excited about, being in a new relationship.  Scary, seriously who am I?  I pretty much swore off all man-kind and wanted to devote my life to being single but ever since I met this guy, I guess I can put his name in here now, Taylor, life has been great and I can't let him pass me by.  I'm not going to lie though, I want it to work so bad that I find myself doing things way different than in the past, but I supposed that's a good thing, right? That's why we have a past..to learn from it.

OMG SOMETHING MAGICAL JUST HAPPENED..my dad gave me my pay! I can buy food!!!!!  ::angel voices break out over my head::  ok, re-focus...so...I am pretty sure I left off at Sunday where my macros ended up being 1150/19/109/131 let's just say that night I got home at 3 am :)  Yesterday when I got home I was super hungry and so I decided to eat some taco beef at midnight along with some mozzarella cheese, are we seeing a pattern here with this damn beef?!  Anyways I was so sure I wasn't going to kill my macros but ended up at  1644/41/119/190 sorry Trainer!  Better job at this the rest of the week

Aight, for real, I can't even sit here anymore, my brain is in like 6 different places.  Let's sum it up.  Getting fired up at the gym today, working to make that paper, then class which hopefully doesn't last until the very bitter end.,.,